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Swimming in the Light of a Cold Star (EP)

by Oliver Beardmore

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1.
Tracer 03:54
I know that you're not what's missing But it feels like you are How many moments must I miss Existing out of time But there's no glory in that Staring at the ceiling fan Crying just because you can What if I don't feel different after this? What if I don't feel different after this? Thoughts are born and seek salvation You killed them before they could walk I've never finished anything So why am I asking for more? A tourist Holding out For something that'll never be said I had that dream The one where we talk for 5 minutes and you say What took you so long? What took you so long? What if I don't feel different after this? What if I don't feel different after this? Why am I still, now, asking you? What if I don't feel different after this?
2.
Dead Oceans 04:11
Tears fall on the circuit boards They don't work like they did before Taking pictures on the bridge As the sun goes cold and dim Let's pretend this isn't happening Like September to a summer fling Let's ignore the inevitable You say, like that's a choice Autumn leaves in the drain You run from change till it finds you on a perfect day You tell me that it's a shame Time moves past us in such a permanent way In dead oceans still the breakers fold Strip me down but stop before my soul Still there's nowhere that I'd rather be Than the first boat that the sea can't reach Autumn leaves in the drain You run from change till it finds you on a perfect day You tell me that it's a shame Time moved past us in such a permanent way And there was something In the way that we used to disagree It felt so good I'm out of air now and I don't feel a thing I don't feel a thing Stars in retreat Plots never ending now with Nothing in between Can someone change the batteries again, again, again
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Cold Star 04:14
Is that it then? Is there nothing I can say? Must I watch you As you pour yourself away? In the place that I should have squashed the thought But you know that Our mistakes are ours to make, once more But you can't hide from me like you hide from yourself You went missing I can't look at what you found Just a moment and i don't recognise your hands You said ask me Could I ever step away I know the answer But I need to hear you say it But you can't hide from me like you hide from yourself Because you're swimming in the light of a cold star I can stay till the end When the waves break on your face As you drive round the bend And you know it's all too late Swimming in the light of a cold star I just want it to make sense In the hope that one day It will be as if it never didnt
4.
You're swinging your legs over the edge of your mind You grew around a trellis while I lived all nine lifetimes Dreams made out of daylight, you pulled them from our mouths Always felt like I should be somewhere else You knocked your glass into your teeth And the daisies came in spinning You said the planes are all on wires And the stars are on the ceiling You're holding them up with your mind You're holding them up with your mind But know, know I understand I always understand I'll always understand A glass half empty voice starts kicking in A migraine that lasted three years outlived your broken sink You swallowed all the things that made your fingers disappear Like the cotton wool you land on and screw in your ears When you can't get where you belong And you feel like disappearing You said the planes are all on wires And the stars are on the ceiling You're holding them up with your mind You're holding them up with your mind But know You know I understand I always understand There's too many sky pieces You said you're not quite yourself Not quite yourself Don't speak softly of me

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released April 19, 2024

Mix/Master/Engi/Prod: Sam Bloor
Drums: Peter Holland
Co-write: David Boyden
Art: rename_iz

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Oliver Beardmore Birmingham, UK

Oliver’s new direction defines a sonic palate which places him at the end of a more avant-garde lineage: inspired sonically by shoegaze and dream pop royalty My Bloody Valentine and Slowdive but with a melodic sensibility more akin to Lorde and Mazzy Star. ... more

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